Saturday, March 24, 2012

Well, I've decided to open an Etsy shop.  I think.  :) 
As I have said before, I love photography. I love learning new things about it and using it to capture life's most important times.  I want to use this passion for the Lord.  So I am going to start selling some pictures and use the money to help fund mission trips or help get kids to camps... whatever is needed.  Probably won't make a killing on it, let's be honest.  But I'm gonna promise to be faithful with what I've been given and leave the rest up to Him.  :)

So if you or someone you know would like to have a photo shoot, let me know.  Or hop on over to the etsy shop when I get it set up and buy it up! :)






Thursday, July 1, 2010

Well... We have some catching up to do....

Hey.  It has been a while since I posted.  I haven't forgotten about you... the 3, maybe 4 of you who read this ;)  I always think about sitting down and writing.  Sometimes, I feel like I just need to savor my moments and emotions instead of immediately throwing them out there for the world to read.  Maybe I'm weird.  I don't know.  I think I have a really obsessive personality... I tend to perseverate on one thing for a period of time and then get tired of it and move on to the next obsession.  So far... Facebook and on-again-off-again blogging have been a fixation of mine for ... must I admit it?... 6 years.  I'm striving to loosen my grip on these addictions everyday.  It's hard when I have access to my network of friends at my fingertips on my phone.  I only want to be obsessed and consumed by One thing... Jesus Christ, my Lord, my Salvation.

My sister had this bumper sticker stuck in the frame of her dresser mirror when I was growing up that said, "Keep the Main Thing the Main Thing".  Yep.  A good motto.

So... now that I'm stuck at my dealership to get my oil change for the next hour, are you prepared for me to regurgitate the details of my life for the past 3 weeks??  :)  Take the last gulp of your caffeine-laden drink and prop your head up... this might take a little while.  :)

[deep breath... and GO]  I had the wonderful pleasure of working with special needs children for the school system this year as a PT.  They were such a joy!  They say the sweetest, funniest things!  They haven't yet developed the brain filters that we adults have... and they can totally get away with saying the things that we want to say!  I learned a lot from them each day... PATIENCE, how to persevere through difficult circumstances, patience, how to laugh at yourself, patience, unconditional love, patience, how to see things through a child's eyes, patience (hey, don't ask God for something like patience unless you're willing to get it His way!).  So school let out June 9th... and I've had the privilege to hang out with family and friends since!

My name twin, AA, and her husband (my cousins-in-law) came in for a week.  I missed them so much.  AA is preggo!!!  AH!  I'm so excited!  We had talked about having kids close in age and they would be best friends and hang out all the time... A bit of a hard dream to give up when you move 800 miles away.  But I couldn't be happier for them!  I know that they are going to be great parents.  We had sooooo much fun!  We ate a LOT of ice cream and other delicious foods of the area (BeacHhouse, Tortilla Bay, fresh fruits and veggies from the Farmer's Market, grinders on the Island... I feel bloated again just thinking about it!) It makes me sad every time friends/family leave and go back up north.  Florida is home now... I just wish sometimes that everyone could come down here and live.  ;)
Farmer's Market... YUM

Making dinner together with my name twin... it was a delicious team work effort :)

Name twin!... Eating out at our favorite dinner spot! BeacHhouse!... yes, that's the ocean behind us.  I told you we live in a beautiful place!

A night walk out to the fishing Pier on the Island.  A little fuzzy because it was... dark.  :)

[at the BeacHhouse] I love this guy... I mean, really.  No one I'd rather go through life with.

One of the MANY creatures Cuz n I pulled outta the ocean! The COOLEST shell I've ever seen!  Isn't God cool?  Oh.Yes.

Mote Marine... LOVE aquariums and Zoos.  Unfortunately, Austin's face sums up his appreciation for such adventures.  :)

Ok... still there?  My sissy, who I amorously refer to as Wawa (I couldn't pronounce her name when I was little so it morphed into Wawa), came into town last week.  I miss her.  She is so much fun to be around.  Even when she is going through a difficult time in her life, she is such a good listener, full of energy, her love for our Lord is so deep and evident... and I think we just get each other.  I mean, really... I've known her my whole life!  Austin was gone to camp most of the time she was here... it allowed for some goooooood girl time.  We both really really ... really enjoy taking pictures (we have the same camera)... so I couldn't POSSIBLY put all of the pictures up that we took.  But trust me, we had fun.  I made a list of all the things I could think of that we could do while she was here before she came in... when we laid out all the cards at the end of the week of all the things we did, we were impressed!  All those things in one week!

Of course, the beach.



BEFORE


Appreciate the length here... She's been working on this a long time.  I think she cried a little when I told her it was time to cut it off.  She went through a lot of vitamins and jello (yes, jello) to get her hair to grow.















                AFTER

Oh yeah!  That's right!  That brave woman cut 6 inches!  Woo!  Sassy!









The Ringling Museum... well, actually this is the house.  The property at Ringling Museum is stunning.  I recommend you go there.  It is free and open to the public on Mondays.

A look at the Museum and courtyard.  I think I'm gonna ask the gardner here to come over to my house...

Yes... look closely. Observe the face of terror (me).  Then look to the right at the face comforted by the fact that we are floating in the air "because it's Physics" (my sister, the high school physics teacher).  THAT was amazing.  Totally recommend it to ANYBODY.  We decided we are going to get our mom up there next time.  :)

Our view.  Breathtaking.  It was so calm and quiet from up there.

Well... I think that comes close to summing it up.  [HEY!  Wake up!]  :)  Since my sister went home, I've been working, cleaning, having fun with friends (see my friend's blog on our smores attempt).  Umm.... got a new job (I think it's safe to say now)... but more on that later :)

I love you guys... remember to "Keep the Main Thing the Main Thing".

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Oops, I did it again...

I do it every once in a while... play his games.  By God’s grace, it’s not as much as it used to be.  When I was about 16 I was singing a solo in church and I messed up... at least I think I did.  I felt terrible.  Embarrassed.  And then began the guilt game.  On my way home that Sunday, I heard this young teenage singer belting it out on the radio... she is younger than me... she is better than me... and so went the comparison game.  I didn’t sing in church after that for years.  i played.  he won. 
I played it again.  Do you ever get in those funks when everything you do isn’t good enough?  All the problems and insecurities that I readily laid down for the Lord yesterday is leaving my knuckles white gripping them so tightly today.  Anybody else?  That creature, the prince of this world, the deceiver, the Father of lies, the roaring lion... he tried to get me down.  
Not today.   I’m not playing your game today.  I’m trusting in the One who Wins in the end!
God reminded me of not just grace this morning... but the result of grace... Life lived in freedom.  And Victory.  Be blessed today and lay it down.  Here are some rich words... 
Romans 8 (The Message)
The Solution Is Life on God's Terms
 1-2With the arrival of Jesus, the Messiah, that fateful dilemma is resolved. Those who enter into Christ's being-here-for-us no longer have to live under a continuous, low-lying black cloud. A new power is in operation. The Spirit of life in Christ, like a strong wind, has magnificently cleared the air, freeing you from a fated lifetime of brutal tyranny at the hands of sin and death.
 3-4God went for the jugular when he sent his own Son. He didn't deal with the problem as something remote and unimportant. In his Son, Jesus, he personally took on the human condition, entered the disordered mess of struggling humanity in order to set it right once and for all. The law code, weakened as it always was by fractured human nature, could never have done that.
   The law always ended up being used as a Band-Aid on sin instead of a deep healing of it. And now what the law code asked for but we couldn't deliver is accomplished as we, instead of redoubling our own efforts, simply embrace what the Spirit is doing in us.
 5-8Those who think they can do it on their own end up obsessed with measuring their own moral muscle but never get around to exercising it in real life. Those who trust God's action in them find that God's Spirit is in them—living and breathing God! Obsession with self in these matters is a dead end; attention to God leads us out into the open, into a spacious, free life. Focusing on the self is the opposite of focusing on God. Anyone completely absorbed in self ignores God, ends up thinking more about self than God. That person ignores who God is and what he is doing. And God isn't pleased at being ignored.
 9-11But if God himself has taken up residence in your life, you can hardly be thinking more of yourself than of him. Anyone, of course, who has not welcomed this invisible but clearly present God, the Spirit of Christ, won't know what we're talking about. But for you who welcome him, in whom he dwells—even though you still experience all the limitations of sin—you yourself experience life on God's terms. It stands to reason, doesn't it, that if the alive-and-present God who raised Jesus from the dead moves into your life, he'll do the same thing in you that he did in Jesus, bringing you alive to himself? When God lives and breathes in you (and he does, as surely as he did in Jesus), you are delivered from that dead life. With his Spirit living in you, your body will be as alive as Christ's!
 12-14So don't you see that we don't owe this old do-it-yourself life one red cent. There's nothing in it for us, nothing at all. The best thing to do is give it a decent burial and get on with your new life. God's Spirit beckons. There are things to do and places to go!
 15-17This resurrection life you received from God is not a timid, grave-tending life. It's adventurously expectant, greeting God with a childlike "What's next, Papa?" God's Spirit touches our spirits and confirms who we really are. We know who he is, and we know who we are: Father and children. And we know we are going to get what's coming to us—an unbelievable inheritance! We go through exactly what Christ goes through. If we go through the hard times with him, then we're certainly going to go through the good times with him!
 18-21That's why I don't think there's any comparison between the present hard times and the coming good times. The created world itself can hardly wait for what's coming next. Everything in creation is being more or less held back. God reins it in until both creation and all the creatures are ready and can be released at the same moment into the glorious times ahead. Meanwhile, the joyful anticipation deepens.
 22-25All around us we observe a pregnant creation. The difficult times of pain throughout the world are simply birth pangs. But it's not only around us; it's within us. The Spirit of God is arousing us within. We're also feeling the birth pangs. These sterile and barren bodies of ours are yearning for full deliverance. That is why waiting does not diminish us, any more than waiting diminishes a pregnant mother. We are enlarged in the waiting. We, of course, don't see what is enlarging us. But the longer we wait, the larger we become, and the more joyful our expectancy.
 26-28Meanwhile, the moment we get tired in the waiting, God's Spirit is right alongside helping us along. If we don't know how or what to pray, it doesn't matter. He does our praying in and for us, making prayer out of our wordless sighs, our aching groans. He knows us far better than we know ourselves, knows our pregnant condition, and keeps us present before God. That's why we can be so sure that every detail in our lives of love for God is worked into something good.
 29-30God knew what he was doing from the very beginning. He decided from the outset to shape the lives of those who love him along the same lines as the life of his Son. The Son stands first in the line of humanity he restored. We see the original and intended shape of our lives there in him. After God made that decision of what his children should be like, he followed it up by calling people by name. After he called them by name, he set them on a solid basis with himself. And then, after getting them established, he stayed with them to the end, gloriously completing what he had begun.
 31-39So, what do you think? With God on our side like this, how can we lose? If God didn't hesitate to put everything on the line for us, embracing our condition and exposing himself to the worst by sending his own Son, is there anything else he wouldn't gladly and freely do for us? And who would dare tangle with God by messing with one of God's chosen? Who would dare even to point a finger? The One who died for us—who was raised to life for us!—is in the presence of God at this very moment sticking up for us. Do you think anyone is going to be able to drive a wedge between us and Christ's love for us? There is no way! Not trouble, not hard times, not hatred, not hunger, not homelessness, not bullying threats, not backstabbing, not even the worst sins listed in Scripture:

   They kill us in cold blood because they hate you.
   We're sitting ducks; they pick us off one by one.
None of this fazes us because Jesus loves us. I'm absolutely convinced that nothing—nothing living or dead, angelic or demonic, today or tomorrow, high or low, thinkable or unthinkable—absolutely nothing can get between us and God's love because of the way that Jesus our Master has embraced us.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

What does it mean to be a Proverbs 31 woman?

Good morning!  I'm trying to prepare for my middle school girls' Impact Group.  We meet on Saturday mornings and I make them breakfast and we have fun together learning about who God is and who we are in Him.

So this Saturday is about the Proverbs 31 woman...

And here is where I need your help.  What would you tell a middle school girl what it means to HER to be a Proverbs 31 woman?  I could use women and men's responses.  I have 5 ideas... but I want to hear from you wise women and men out there... :)

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Gorilla Bread and wild tongues

Good morning-ish...


Made a little breakfast for my sweet middle school girls' impact group this morning.  If you have ever heard of monkey bread, gorilla bread is like that but with a little BAM.  I got it from Paula Dean.  So you know there is at least a stick of butter and a pound of sugar (butter makes it better).  I modified it a bit.  Here's the recipe....

Crazy Gorilla Bread

Ingredients

  • 1/2 cup granulated sugar
  • 3 teaspoons cinnamon
  • 1/2 teaspoon nutmeg (you don't have to have this... I added this for a deeper flavor)
  • 1/2 cup (1 stick) butter
  • 1 cup packed brown sugar
  • 1 (8-ounce) package cream cheese (I used low fat cream cheese... like it's going to make a difference in this recipe... but hey, when you can save a few calories, why not?)
  • 2 (12-ounce) cans refrigerated biscuits (10 count)
  • 1 1/2 cups coarsely chopped ALMONDS (paula uses walnuts)
  • chocolate chips (optional)

Directions

Preheat the oven to 350 degrees F.
Spray a bundt pan (I've used a casserole dish before) with nonstick cooking spray. Mix the granulated sugar, nutmeg, and cinnamon. In a saucepan, melt the butter and brown sugar over low heat, stirring well; set aside. Cut the cream cheese into 20 equal cubes. Press the biscuits out with your fingers and sprinkle each with 1/2 teaspoon of cinnamon sugar. Place a cube of cream cheese in the center of each biscuit, wrapping and sealing the dough around the cream cheese. Sprinkle 1/2 cup of the nuts into the bottom of the bundt pan. Place half of the prepared biscuits in the pan. Sprinkle with cinnamon sugar, pour half of the melted butter mixture over the biscuits, and sprinkle on 1/2 cup of nuts. Layer the remaining biscuits on top, sprinkle with the remaining cinnamon sugar, pour the remaining butter mixture over the biscuits, and sprinkle with the remaining 1/2 cup of nuts (sprinkle chocolate chips on top... I tried it this time and it was pretty good). Bake for 30 minutes. Remove from the oven and cool for 5 minutes. Place a plate on top and invert (or just leave it in the casserole dish and spoon it out). 
Watch out... somebody might smack you... it's that good.  



So we had crazy gorilla bread, fruit from the farmer's market, yogurt, and milk.  YUM!  I love these girls and it is so much fun to sit down with them every Saturday morning and laugh and talk about life.  They are so funny!
Ally and moses are a little confused...

Today, Lindsey talked about the power of our words...

We've all been hurt before by someone else's words.  And I'm pretty sure we've all hurt someone with ours.  Our tongues are so powerful.  Just as a small rudder steers a vessel or a bit controls the direction of a horse, so do our tongues guide us.  If we spew out gossip, lies, and hurtful words our tongues will send us down a path that will end in loneliness, bitterness, and a place far from the Lord.  Sometimes it's hard to be nice to the people that we love... let alone those who are mean to us.  But Ephesians says we are to say things that lift other people up, not tear down... I think this means in conversations when the person is in front of our face and even when she isn't in the room, to nice people and mean people, to people we love and those we don't.  Paul tells us to "get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling, and slander, along with every from of malice" (Ephesians 4:31) and be "kind and compassionate... forgiving as God forgave us" (4:32).  When we open our mouths to hurt someone, we forget who God is and who we are in Him...  God is gracious to forgive us, but we don't want to forgive others.  We say with our mouths that we love God... but out of the same mouth we hurt those who HE loves.  

Who can you love today with your words?  

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Sewing projects today



SEW, I took some time to sew a few things today that I kept wanting to do but never made the time. I hopped over to Joann Fabrics and looked around at all of the beautiful fabrics, feeling almost every one. I'm looking for fun colors to liven up our dark chocolate leather couch. I got a big smile on my face when I imagined what my aunt might think if she were here with me... she loved fabrics and colors and how things coordinated. She was a master craftsman... there is no one that could sew like she could... perfection.

When I got home, I opened the little box mom gave me a couple of weeks ago that was full of Aunt Ruby's little trinkets. I pulled out her scissors and pin cushion and set them beside my sewing machine. I thought about her all day. I thought about her hands... how they were
changed over time by painful arthritis and how her fingers still masterfully placed things just as they should be. I thought about I thought about how her house smelled. I thought about her smile. I thought about how we would always have to sit for a while on her couch and talk about life. She was such a beautiful woman.

All in all today I made 2 pillows and a plain curtain to hang in front of our sink that was randomly placed in our living room (weird... that's why I'm covering it).

It wasn't a depressing day if I'm making it sound that way. On the contrary. I thank God for the beautiful people He placed in my life. I don't mean supermodels... I mean, strong women like my aunt who set an example of what it means to do things with excellence. Sewing wasn't just a hobby... it was her ministry and her consolation. She is no longer with us on earth, but I know that I will see her again One Day. I like to think that I'll get to take her soft hands and praise our Lord together for eternity.

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Bird, Bag, Bike, Boneless Chicken...


Well... gotta say it's been a good one.

I saw a crow pick up a whole chocolate chip cookie in the parking lot today and carry it off... that was
impressive. But it also started a chain of events...

I walked into the classroom of one of the kids I see on Thursdays. Now I want you to think of your favorite smell... I can say my favs are clean laundry and yellow cake baking. If yours is the permeating, intoxicating smell of cookies baking... close your eyes and imagine what I must go through every Thursday. Yes... Every Thursday is Bruin Bakery day and I fight to keep from buying a warm bag of cookies. They make it hard... first the nostalgic smell and then the "cashiers" are just the sweetest kids. I couldn't resist today. Darn bird.

After work I purchased a friend. I think she will be with me for a long time to come. She will give me confidence and style. She will carry my heavy burdens and protect my treasured possessions. The one that proceeded her was eaten... by a ravenous dog (names have been changed to protect the innocent... but ALLY is completely guilty so I'm throwing her under the bus). I was in a long time of mourning... There were none who could replace her. But then I spotted her today... I almost took out an old lady to reach out for her. We walked through the store together and bonded. She is perfect. I almost buckled her in when we got into the car. But she assured me she would be ok. On the drive home, I daydreamed of all the places we would go, the things we would see together. It's the beginning of a wonderful thing.

Feeling a little crummy after eating 3 chocolate chip cookies so I decided to go on a bike ride. Guessing it was about 7 miles. I didn't quite make it to the beach that I wanted to get to... maybe someday I'll make it all the way there (and back). Made it through Robinson Preserve... it's absolutely gorgeous there.

Then I made dinner (didn't really ask for a play-by-play, did you?) I modified this recipe. I didn't have all those chicken breasts... or much mozzarella (I used string cheese)... or frozen spinach (I used fresh). But it is DEFINITELY a recipe worth trying! Only 410 calories for a dish that is smack yo momma good (except my mom... that's rude).

Why all this non-sense? I'm really impressed if you read the whole thing... I would have skipped most of it myself. But as I sat down tonight to reflect over my day I thought, "It's all meaningless..." That is, without the one who gives us meaning. Maybe I got a little over-zealous over a bag, I was tempted by a nasty bird, and indulged in 2 (ok, 3) cookies. I had a great, beautiful day today. But my life has no life without Him. At the end of the day, when I lay my head down I can be assured that there is a God in heaven that loves me more than I can fathom. He is jealous for my time and energy. Not like middle school crush kind of jealous. Like crazy love... like make you do crazy stuff just to be with the person of your affection. He Loved... He gave (John 3:16).

So... here you go. Crank up your speakers and indulge in His love for you. If you feel far away from God, if it's been a while since you talked to Him, if you don't even know about this whole God thing, if you think God is this big cosmic police officer ready to taser you because you have been bad ... I dare you to explore who He really is. I pray that you'll begin to get this insatiable hunger to know more. If His love is an ocean... we're all drowning.

I'm a wife, daughter, sister, friend who is desperately trying to look less like me and more like Him. Welcome to my babbling...